Sunday, November 21, 2010

#28

I can't hear your voice anymore
It's no longer here
Whispering in my ear
So why is it
Every memory is still here?
And why are these memories so completely distorted?
I can't see your face anymore
It no longer exists in my world
So why is it
I see you every day,
Inside my mind?
I don't even know where you are.
And no one is trying to find you
But the hardest part
Is none of us have gone anywhere
You simply must not care
And I can't bring myself to understand
What mother could simply
Walk out on someone,
After years of absences, stealing, lies, broken promises, and
Medicated silences
The wish for you to come back keeps starting to form
So, I remind myself you can't come back to
A world you never existed in

1 comment:

  1. Even though you want something very badly, you have to realize you've done pretty well without it for however long. She's not healthy for you, and you know it. Stay strong, Jaime. I know you can =]

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