#20

Holy shit. Two months. All we've done is work, and now it's over? I just can't believe it. I hate the post-show feeling. It's another change to get used to. And it's always so weird, we work and work and work. Then it's over in just a couple nights. It was amazing though. We had a wonderful group of people, and I am beyond happy with how this worked out. The cast, directors, and crew were more than one can ask for. My sisters were able to come, and I got see two of my oldest best friends. And all of my other lovely friends and family came. I just can't believe it's done. And then there's all the other shit running through my head. But I need to go to bed, there's too much nostalgia, too many thoughts, and too much change right now. It's going to swallow me whole if I don't cut it off somehow, only way to do that is sleep. Although it's going to be another awful night, I know. But that's okay. It'll be alright. Good night I guess, sleep please come quickly, and actually stay with me through the entire night until like 10. I'm begging you.