#14

~It all seems so contagious Not to be yourself and faceless In a song that has no soul~


I'm watching you and it's killing me. You're living a lie that you refuse to lose. You lost the ability to be you, you lost yourself in someone else. But that someone else is only using you. And I just want to make you see, this isn't you. You're beautiful and miserable at best. You don't need this, you don't deserve this. You're so much more, and you see nothing. You're blind, and I just wish I could open your eyes. Before it's too late. It's already too late for so much. Don't make it impossible to bring yourself back. I'm trying to help you, but you won't let anyone else in. And you're playing a dangerous game. Someone's guaranteed to be lost. Are willing to sacrifice that? If you are, then go right ahead. Play the game. But if you're not...give me the chance to show what they're doing to you. Take a step back. Because it's not fair to any of us. I hope you know I love you. And even though it might be too late, you're not alone. And you're not that one. You're so much more than you think you are. You're worth more than they're willing to give. So don't give in to someone who doesn't deserve you. Don't wait around for someone who does. Just be you, and be surrounded, and love. Someone will come along. Don't wait, don't search, and do not settle for anything less. Don't be afraid to let go. Sometimes you have to let go of someone to find your own self, or to take a next step, or meet someone else. Don't ever regret a mistake, you were lead somewhere. It's okay to be unsure, to fuck up, to get scared, to run away, to fall, to catch, to miss. But be careful. And overrall, love you, be you, and look out for you. But don't close yourself off. Don't shut people out. Just hang in there. It's not the end. It's only the beginning.