Let's Blow This Town

As much as I hate it, I wish I could leave. Honestly at the moment all I want to do is peace the fuck outta here. Live with Paige, go to Saline senior year, then take off. All of this is exhausting. And there isn't much holding me to Trenton anymore. A few people, a couple classes, and theatre. And to be honest, yea there are people I'd miss. I think they'd miss me too, but they'd get over it. It's not some big deal, not really. I don't have some mass amount of friends that would like freak out if I left. And Saline has a drama club, and way more classes. Had the idea been offered to me last year, I doubt I would have hesitated to take it...okay maybe I would have. But now,    things are different. I just want to escape this place. I really don't belong here. Not in this house, at this school, or in this city. Yea, I know I'm overreacting. It's called life. I'm 17, I'm not supposed to fit in anywhere. And yea, it's no big deal. Yea, I should suck it up. But I don't feel like it. I feel like I'd be better off there, coming home on the weekends. Paige wold probably hate me though, haha. Really  though. I just want to leave. What's holding me here anyway? Besides my father. I honestly don't know anymore. On another note, I'm tired of outgrowing these bars. Can't someone come teach me how to fly? Can't we try defying gravity? I'm ready for some adventure in this life. I'm ready to kiss this place goodbye.