Je suis desolee

So, I'd like to apologize to you (nonexistent) readers. My last two posts went a bit....overboard with the pessimism and depressing shit. I let some shit get to me, and ended up losing myself briefly. I'm not as strong as I pretend sometimes...not that I pretend I'm very strong...or I don't think I do? I don't know. The point is, I apologize. I got a bit...kay a lot ridiculous there. I'm working on it though. I'm not sane. If I was I'd be boring. And have no good stories. Am I mad? Let me tell a secret, all the best people are. Kay, enough allusions. I'm working on getting rid of an obscenely and obnoxiously difficult case of writer's block. Once I do, you may see something good on here. Whoever you is. I seriously don't believe anyone reads this. If you do lemme know. Please? Oh and I got bored and made a tumblr. check it out, i've only posted like two things so far. I'm not sure what exactly will dominate the page, but if you read this, go read it. Go. Now. And i'll try to ease up on all that melodramatic, depressed stuff. Well I will ease up, just not sure how much, or for how long. I'm reading 1984, so maybe I'll just rant about stupidity, the future, and government. We'll see.
Ciao