Happy New Year and what not

Hello my dears,
I haven't felt like posting the past couple days, hope ya didn't miss me too much. It's 2010!! I really can not bring myself to understand how this happened. I mean it seems like just yesterday that i was in middle school and living with my mother and stepfather...and this scared, quiet, little girl. I have grown so much. I've lived a bit more of life. I did what I had believed to be the impossible. I spoke up. Now I'm living with my dad and things really aren't that bad...even though I complain a lot..probably too much. But I have it pretty good, and I know it..it wasn't always this way. I've made it through another year of love and pain and life. I definitely didn't have the greatest strt to 2010, but hey we have 364 days left to make it an amazing year XD And I plan to do everything in my power to make this an amazing year pour moi. I'm assuming all you who read my post from a couple days ago guessed that my "advice to guys" was about a specific guy..you're right. It was really hurtful because he was my best friend and first love. But i;m gettin over it and realizing that I have a lot more awesome people around me..yesterday it was finalized..I asked him not to text me anymore he said ok and goodbye. I was extremely upset but what he ut online hurt and I know I did the right thing for me. And maybe one day we can be friends again, I hope he gives me that chance if and when I'm willing to give him a chance. I know we can never be more than friends again, but that doesn't change how much he means to me and how much I would like to be friends with him again..but what happens happens. For now I'm going to deal with me. This will be an amazing year. I've decided it and I will make it happen. You should all do the same. Your life is what you make it. You can;t change everything, but you can change a lot. Well I better go get my little sister some cereal.
Ciao