Thursday, June 17, 2010

We're simply spinning, spinning swiftly in circles. Getting dizzy, but we don't wanna stop. Why should we? It's only a game. We trip, fall
Fall fast
Straight
To
The ground
Skin scraped and bleeding. It hurts, but only enough to remind us we're alive. It may not be safe. It may not make sense to you, but it's all we have. Just a simple release, the tiniest escape from the darkness we live in. Sometimes the gates break, the thoughts, the pain, the memories, they all flood towards the front of the mind. It's too much. Too much. I can't take it or grasp it. So I hide, hide far far away. Hide in the only safe place. Yet I realize, nowhere is safe. No one can be trusted. And my breath catches in my throat. My heart pounds. My chest tightens. It's so heavy now. Heavy, weighted. My throat's closing. I can't..can't..breathe. So i run away. I disappear. Leave you all behind. And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Sometimes I'm not though, and I'm ashamed for it. So then I pull up my smile, my illusion. I act happy, I get social. And it draws my energy. It tires me to the point of mental exhaustion. And then so we take each others hands and we spin. Spin faster than ever. The trees are blurs. No one else exists. The sky and land meet one another in a blurry, colorful haze. But in the end we always fall to the ground, bleeding. Then night comes, it brings with it a new world. It's filled with doubt and questions.


Don't ever stop questioning your world. It makes you different. :)
Keep on spinning.
If you fall, get back up again.
You can't run for long, you can't hide forever.
This moments gone.
Make the next one last.
Make every second worth it.
Each of us changes the world, one action, one word at a time. Change cannot happen immediately, that does not mean it isn't in the works.
Leave something worth living for.
Make the world the best it can be for you, and do all that you can to make it better for the next generations.

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