Don't worry, i'll stop ranting bs and start posting poems and whatnot soon. I said soon. Not today.
Again my mind is spinning. I think I have spring fever. I'm way too ready for summer, which is absurd. It shouldn't be summer. That means change, graduation, vacation, change, then 11th grade...11th..grade..what..the..fuckkkkk!! s'cuse my french. But for real. 11th. A junior. 17. Oh my goddess. What! How the HELL did that happen. I feel like I blinked and now I'm somewhere entirely different. I rant about this way too often. Time for something else. Well i'm finding myself..again. I'm getting back to myself. Sorry i left, but I'm back. Hopefully I won't do that again...i think I'm back atleast. Maybe. i'm almost there. I'm workin on everything i can to help myself. I got a guitar and started to learn how to play. I'm still procrastinating horribly. Hopefully I'll get all the way back on my feet again soon. I'm getting there, and I'm not alone. I have my fierce best friend paige :D and twit :D and my family and some a few old childhood friends and now I have a number of new and amazing friends. I love all of them, they're absolutely amazing. Some of them know everything, others don't. But it doesn't matter. Each of these people is there for me and i am infinitely grateful for that. Things changed, we changed, but the people around me...i can't describe them. If you're reading this, it's probably because you're one of them. Although very few of my close friends actually read this. lol. Ah well. I love you guys.
its already spring, so technically you have summer fever.
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