Todayy : )

Hello lovelies. Isn't my title original? Hahahaha yeaa I'll try to get a better one tomorrow. So today was pretty good. I had a crab ragoon(spelling??) and it was amazinggggg! Seriously, who knew deep-fried cream cheese made such a wonderful concoction? If you have never tried one go do it. Now! I also went to see Avatar with my cousin Brittany and my Aunt Alesia. I can not even describe that movie. It was so excellent. The plot was kinda predictable but also really good. The graphics were amazing! It's really something else when you think about the things technology can do these days. It's also kinda scary. I mean mankind is quite the corrupt and selfish species. Do we really deserve this power? I won't use the word intelligence because despite what we can do, I still believe we are an extremely ignorant and naive species. In Avatar you see this whole race of people who are so in tune with their land. Every living thing is connected. I believe that is true here on earth as well, but many of us fail to see that. We are all connected and we are all the same. I'm so tired of all this judging of sex, color, origin, religion, social status, and sexuality. Every one is unique and different and their own person, but i also believe that we all belong to something much. much larger. Something that holds us all together, every human, animal, plant, etc. We all affect each other. But many of us are blind. I often wish I could teach the blind to see, but how can I? I'm also blind, I'm a simple as everyone around me. I could be totally wrong...But it stilll seems so wrong to me to kill, destroy, persecute, judge, and belittle other humans or other life without just cause. Maybe that makes me the ignorant one...maybe not...either way I'm not changing my mind. But hey I'm always up to debate :) unless it's political. I am not very educated with politics although I am democratic. I don't believe I am educated or involved enough to participate in a political debate. But whatever your opinion on all that stuff, go see Avatar!! I would do just about anything to live on Pandora. The people there, the land, the beliefs, the creatures, it's just me. But i'm stuck here, so I'll just make the best of it. That's all now though cause i have to go to bed and wake up early to start a paper. Thanks for readin :) <3

What the hell

I really don't understand people. Why is it that humanity is so obsessed with lying. Not only to the ones around them, but to themselves as well. Just admit your faults and emotions to yourself. Seriously. And why is it we never say anything when we see people bein stupid. Like just walking past when you see a man harrasing his wife or creamin and cussing out a 5 year old. Or not telling that dumass screaming at some worker somewhere who did nothing wrong to shut the hell up. How bout we actuallly start confronting people about stuff. Being truly honest. Actually calling your friends and family out on they're faults. You can be honest without being a total ass so just do it! And a piece of advice to you masculine readers out there: Do not tell a girl you feel a certain waay if you don't! Don't be that guy who tells every girl he dates that she's special and she's the one and she's your everything and ypu can't be without her because it's a load of bull and you know it. Just be honest. Follow your heart. Speak your mind. Don't stay with a girl and make promises to her if you just want to be with someone else. And i bet you're saying you'll never do this or you know how stupid this stuff is but seriously it happens all the time. And i am really sick of hearing all these guys feed all these girls these stupid lines. Keep your relationships and how they feel to you seperately. And don't publicly talk about how you had feelings for another girl while you were in a relationship and how you were stupid and how she was the one you wanted all along and how you were unhappy before and she was the one to fix it and bring your smile back. It will get back to your ex and that's just awful for her to see. And it makes you a total ass and a LIAR! And you will completely lose her from your life all together. Oh and when she finds out you should actually try to talk to her a little bit before she's gone all together. Sorry, i know you guys don't care about that but I really, really needed to get it off my chest. I feel a bit better now.

Perfect Insanity

Hello loves.
I'm assuming you're wondering why perfect insanity is the title of my blog. Well have no fear i'm about to tell you. Perfect insanity is this little phrase I like to use to refer to life and other inexplainable things. There are many things that happen in this life that make no sense to us and that often cause us equal amounts of pain and joy. We have no word for these things, they just happen. We can't control every factor that happens in our little lives. Humanity is always looking for an explanation to every mystery existing in our world. This is not possible, yet it never stops us from wondering. I am often wondering about explanations to the inexplicable. I often refer to the inexplicable as perfect insanity. And knowing me I'm sure I'll ponder my theories on this world on my blog hence the name perfect insanity.

P.S. I'm dedicating my title to Hannah. She knows why.

Moi : )

Hey readers. So I have finally decided it is time for me to start a blog. I've decided to start this off by just telling you about myself. I'm pretty unique and i have a very multi-faceted personality. I think my friend Paige is the only person who's seen just about every sideof me...so don't judge me too hastily because I can and will suprise you. I recently had my first heartbreak so I am still dealing with that, but let me tell you it really opened my eyes to A LOT. I'm a total bookworm, get used to it. I loveee to write. I'm sure I'll b posting poems on here sometimes. I absolutely love the rain and thunderstorms. Music is my life and I'll listen to almost anything, so pleaseeee give me suggestions. I'm pretty haunted by my past, but I realize it has made me who I am today. I'm pretty sure of myself most of the time, but I have my depressionistic spells. By the way I like to make up words deal with it :P I love to give advice and help people. I'm trying to learn how to accept that i can't fix everything...it's really difficult. I'm afraid of some really stupid stuff, but it reflects my past. I take alot of things to heart and need to learn how to let it go. I'm very open-minded but I think I can get judgmental sometimes, but others I'm the least judgemental person you meet. I love camping and hiking. I love my family and friends and i am fiercely loyal to them. I can be really stubborn about a few things.I'm really shy around new people, don't take it personally it's just me. Other times I never shutup. I love walking around at night but i'm also sort of afraid of the dark. Not sure how I work that one out but i do :) I have a lot of flaws and I'd really appreciate me if you call me out on my bullshit and even criticize me...just be a little nice bout it please : ) Keep reading guys. Get to know me. Hope you all had an amazing christmas!